Niamhe
Location:
The Shire of Draca Mor
About Me
I'm a five foot seven redhead (occasional brunette) with startlingly grey eyes and a bright smile when I choose to show it.
I have Bipolar Type 1 Disorder or Rapid Cycling, Severe Depression, Seasonal Affective Disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I've even been thought to have Multiple Personality Disorder or Dissassoiative Identitiy Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. If you can't handle that kind of mess then don't bother reading any further cause that's the mess I deal with every day.
I'm pretty easy going once I get to know you but I probably won't add you unless I know you so that's kind of an obstacle there...get to know me, my contact info is farther down, and then I'll add you.
I'm a rabid blogger and I have over twenty blogs online....most of them nobody reads or knows about but it makes me happy to put them there. I don't claim to understand.
I have no job, so I'm pretty much free all day for conversations. I'm usually invisible so chat at me and if I don't answer I'm really not there.
I am a big people person and I worry alot. That is important. When you learn more about me or meet me you'll understand.
I enjoy music of all kinds but specifically of the gothic/industrial/darkwave or electronica/techno/dance kind. I'm a musician, former lead singer in a pagan band, flutist, artist and writer. I am teaching myself guitar and piano.
I am decently good with computer graphics. I will be better soon since the wonderful Matt gave me a wonderful gift.
I love cats, ravens, panthers, and black wolves. I make a habit of studying "mythological creatures" and the Otherkin and Otakukin phenomenas.
I'm a tattoo/piercing enthusiast who currently has two tattoos, and six piercings and more to come soon.
I am married, twenty three years old, no children. Unless I bring it up, please don't talk to me about kids ok?
We're into bondange, D/s relationships (I'm the submissive for him and a Dominant for others when requested. *happy giggle*) and a bit of other kinky type stuffs to include bloodletting. I have some other information that would normally go here except that this is a public profile and those interests and lifestyle habits are more private so if you're curious send me a message.
Smiles, laughs: I've got a quirky sense of humor and I'm told I have a laugh that is addictive and very honest whatever that means. I had a friend tell me that when I laugh you know it's not fake and that I enjoy whatever the joke is with all my heart. I think my smile is pretty so I like to show it off so I'm more prone to smiling when I am with other people.
Talks with everyone: Well to an extent. I believe in giving everyone my trust until they prove unworthy of it. After that, depending on what you did, I may never talk to you again. I will always give warning though, I'm not completely unfair. I am outgoing though and I will wakl up to strangers at a party or something and start a conversation.
Can walk into a crowd and blend in without getting afraid of making a fool of oneself, can make a fool of oneself without worry of what people think: I am not a chameleon. I can blend in and fit in to an extent but I've found that wherever I am, I usually am one if not the only center of attention. I can't help it. I have a personality that screams "LOOK AT ME". I frequently make a fool of myself. What fun is it to appear all uptight in a crowd? Loosen up, relax and make a fool of yourself. It's the quickest way to loosen the atmosphere.
Responsible,nice to kids: Responsible.......mostly. I take care of the finances in my home and I do most of the house work so my house LATELY (as in the last four months or so) has not been a disaster area and our finances are mostly straightened out. Nice to kids? ALWAYS. My dream and hope and biggest goal in life is to one day be a mother. Currently that's hard for me because of my health so for the time being I dote on my multiple neices and nephews.
Likes to try new things: Always! I have a friend who says he's trisexual, he'll try anything twice. That's such a good saying. I will go anywhere, try anything, maybe multiple times just to make sure I really do like or dislike it. Where is the fun in sticking to the things you know? Take me sky diving! Take me for a walk in the dark blindfolded. Take me out for a drive when you don't know where you're going, or take me to a vanilla party when you know I'm not that way. I'll try anything.
Loves movies: After the house is clean and the bills are paid, what is a twenty two year old married woman to do when she's not in school and doesn't have the car? WATCH MOVIES! I'm an addict! I love going to the theatre for scary movies because no matter how hard I close my eyes or plug my ears I can't get away from it and the adrenaline rush is killer!
Loves cats and animals: I've had four cats, all of whom have had to leave my household for various unfortunate circumstances. I LOVE cats, and I like animals. I grew up in what my father called our family zoo and menagerie. My mother has horses, geese, chickens, cats, dogs, doves, parakeets, small parrots, ALOT of birds! I just love animals.
Giddy?: When I'm drunk, when I'm very happy, when I'm on an upward moodswing, and when I think about things that made me happy in the past. I can be very very giddy at times. I tend to, as embarassing as this is, snort when I laugh while I'm in a really giddy/hyper mood.
Likes to hold hands, kiss and hug in public if needed: PDA's rock. I like it when my husband and I walk up to eachother for the first time in a day apart and he just grabs me and holds me or kisses me. Sometimes he'll throw me into a dip and "Gone with the Wind" kiss me. It's so sweet. I pretend to be embarassed but really I love it.
Has plans for the future: Finish school. Become a psychologist or a counsellor, and a part time beautician. Have children and eventually maybe open a self storage place while my husband goes to school. I know, it's all a strange mix of things but hey, who's life isn't?
Shares my thoughts: Openly and sometimes quite forcefully. Especially with my husband or close friends. I am a HUGELY opinionated person and I won't think twice about dishing my two cents worth out to you. Just be careful because sometimes my two cents is made from sharpened pennies.
Playful, faithful, weird, goofy: Playful? Always. I still play fish out of water at the park. I have yet to find a friend who won't play it with me. Faithful? Always. I have been cheated on and in one instance where my S.O. was cheating on me I found a new relationship and he considered me cheating but I look at it as leaving a relationship that most likely was already over. Weird? Do you really have to ask? *sighs* Look up at everything I've already written. Doesn't that say that I'm weird enough? Goofy? Well I don't walk around with Mickey Mouse or Donald Duck but I'm definetly a freak so I guess yeah I'm goofy. Especially on Crack Nuggets! *laughs and winks and Rayne*
Likes gardening: I want a garden so bad. When I was in Billings, I had big plans for the backyard area that my landlord said I could work with. I wanted watermelons, pumpkins, herbs and tomatoes. I can't really say if I'm any good at it but I'd LOVE to grow things. I like the dirt inbetween my fingers, the smell of the grass, and the scent of flowers on the breeze that spring brings and fun in the sun that summer follows with.
Isn’t a manic-depressive: Oh Manic Depressive is an old term. The correct term now is Bipolar Disorder. Yes, I am Bipolar. I am Bipolar Type One Rapid Cycling. I'm just a hair away from being classified as clinically insane. Bipolar isn't the only thing wrong with me. But get to know me first before you judge me. Obviously since I'm out in the free world and not locked up in some institution I have SOME control over my illness. Give me a chance before you classify me as crazy and walk away.
Believes that all nationality’s are equal: On this one I will speak very little. We are all equal.
Supports gay marriages: Love is sexless.
Wants to live in some other state : I want to go back to Hawaii! Or Washington!
thinks that old couples are nice to see: I think seeing an elderly couple who've been together their entire adult lives is very very sweet. I hope one day my husband and I inspire the same feelings in younger adults when we're in our later years.
will accept failures and triumphs: I take the good with the bad although I must admit when it comes to games I am a bit of a sore loser. My husband is very competitive so we don't play against eachother these days.
loves their family: I am all about family. I may not like them sometimes but I'll always love them. I love my extended family, and my family through marriage, and my friends I've known so long that they've become sisters and brothers. I love anyone who gives me time to love them.
I would much rather people send me a message and ask me about myself then post stuff here. I do not like posting or doing surveys and I do not like posting information about myself for the world to see so if you're curious...please send me a message.
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a perfect circle, adult swim, amy lee, anime, apathy, aqua teen hunger force, ardmore center, assassins, asylums, audition, beetlejuice, black and white photography, boondock saints, cemeteries, chaos, death dealers, depeche mode, dia de los muertos, dracula, edgar allen poe, equilibrium, eternal-sunshine-of-the-sp... evanescence, fairies, fight club, garbage, ghost hunters, ghosts, gir, hackers, halloween, hellboy, hellraiser, hellsing, horror movies, industrial, interview with the vampire, invader zim, inxs, jack black, james o'barr, japan, japanese horror movies, john cusack, johnny depp, kidney thieves, kill me later, laurell k. hamilton, led zepplin, legend, lenore, leon, liz sherman, lost in translation, magic,manga, nightmares, nine inch nails, outlook grim, paul oakenfold, pink floyd, prodigy, pulp fiction, razed in black, requiem for a dream, resident evil, resident evil apocalypse, rob zombie, sex and the city, south park, suicide club, snake river conspiracy, the crow, the crow salvation, the crow-city-of-angels, the cruxshadows, the cure, the nightmare before christmas, thrift stores, tim burton, tool, underworld, victorian gothic, video games, voltaire, white zombie, 672, a is for accident, airplanes, amanda palmer, backstabber, bad habit, bank of boston beautyqueen, boston, bowler hats, brechtian punk cabaret, brian viglione, central square, christopher lydon, coin-operated boy, dresden dolls, eight foot records, eyeliner eyebrows, germany, girl anachronism, good day, gravity, half jack, harvard square, impossible delilah, kaledrina, kurt weill, lexington, missed me, mrs. o, new york city, performance art, roadrunner records, roses, self destruction, sex changes, striped tights, the dresden dolls, the eight foot bride, the jeep song, the knitting factory, the middle east, the perfect fit, the south end, the zeitgeist gallery, toy piano, truce, tt the bears, vintage lingerie, wbcn, white face, acting, alanis, all things dark, alternate existence, alternate reality, ancient goddesses, ancient gods, angel sanctuary, angels, archery, aromatherapy, art, astral projection, astrology, autumn, black, blades, blood, bloodletting, bloodlust, bondage, books, borderline personality disorder, butterflies, candles, cats, chains, cheshire cat from alice, chovihàni, code of chivalry, corpse bride, corsets, count cain, crows, daggers, dancing, dark angels, death, debate, dorian cleavenger, drama, drawing, dream reading, drinking, dungeons and dragons, egyptian mythology, enchantment, erotica, faerie tale theater, faeries, fights, gaelic, goth, greek mythology, gypsies, halloween, hell, hiding behind a mask, high magic, him, hoop earrings, huggles, infernal angels, innocence, intelligence, intrigue, ireland, irish gaelic, ivory, jewel, johnny the homicidal maniac, kaori yugi, kidney theives, kisses, knights, kushiel trilogy, laughing, leather, lord of the rings, making jewelery, manic depression, martial arts, medival ages, middle ages, myths, names, neon genesis evangelion, neverending story, night, panthers, penguins, perfect imperfection, performance art, phantom of the opera, photography, poe, poetry, prophecies, psychic vampires, purple, ravens, reading, risk, roleplaying, roman mythology, romance, rpgs, runes, sca, scotish gaelic, scotland, scrying, sex, sexual abuse survivor, shakespeare, shape-shifting, silver, singing, snakes, social anxiety, social anxiety disorder, social phobia, speech and drama, spikes, stories, storytelling, switchblade symphony, swords, symbolism, tarot, tattoos, techno, the crow, the dresden dolls, the erotic circus, the nightmare before christmas, theatre, throwing knives, tim burton, unconscious mind, vampire hunter d, vampires, voltaire, whips, wicca, wine/blood red, witchcraft, world of darkness, writing, zion.
Dislikes
Drama whores, pretentious people, and fakes.
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Vices
bondage, alcohol, men, women, cleavage bearing corsets.
Virtues
honest to a fault, outgoing, relatively non judgemental
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